| Location | Darwen |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 25/01/2009 |
| Date of Death | 25/01/2009 |
| Visitors | 188 since 27/07/2009 |
| Creator |
my beautiful daughter portia isabella grace ball was born sleeping on sunday 25th at 22.46 at
33weeks gestation weighing in at 3 pounds 1oz a much wanted daughter of gemma and sister to imogen,
you will never be forgotten and will always be in my heart. good night and god bless portia mummy
loves you my angel my hero. portia took her own life to save mine something i can never repay her
for but my love for you will last a life time xxxx
night princess mummy had an awful day today mummy car was broken into and took all imogen toys and ballet and tap things not to worry i can always replace it miss you big hugs and kisses mummy
good night my princess mummy going to bed now got to get up early with your big sister imogen good night god bless xxxx
losing you
i've lost my baby, i don't know why
i've lost my baby, i just want to cry.
i wanted my baby, i wanted it alive
i longed for my baby,
but it didn't survive.
i feel so empty, yet i'm full of pain
i ask myself, if i'll feel happy again.
i had such plans, of what we would do
never dreaming i wouldn't have you.
i don't understand, i don't know why
it's just not fair that you had to die.
i'll never see, your first tooth grow
your first real smile,
your footsteps flow.
so many joys, so many thrills
your sense of adventure
all your little spills
so many memories
that i've had to forego
in losing the baby
that i'll never know.
you were part of me then,
you are part of me still
don't think i'll forget you
for i never will
i'll carry you with me
my whole life through
i'll always have a place in my heart
just for you
sister isabel c. kelly, fmsj
am i a mother
I've loved my child right from the start,
A feeling that's filled my entire heart.
I went through the labor and suffered the pain,
For many long hours with nothing to gain.
I've spent sleepless nights being awake,
Though it's been a while my arms they still ache.
I've sat and I've wondered of how she would grow,
The love of my family that she'd come to know.
The sound of her voice as she learns to talk,
Watching her steps as she tries to walk.
I have a child that I really love so,
I am her mother yet nobody knows.
I've spent all these months feeling her grow,
I've lived through it all and have nothing to show.
I don't get invited to chat with young mothers,
Because I don't have a baby like all the others.
I've got some stretch marks that I'd like to hide,
but I don't have a pram with a baby inside.
The people I've known for so many years,
They avoid me now, which adds to my tears.
I don't know how long I'll be feeling like this,
But one thing I know, my baby I miss.
When Mother's day comes it will be very hard,
I won't have any flowers, not even a card.
And just because she's not here with me,
I still have a daughter I wish I could see.
But one thing I know and this is for sure,
I'll be her mother forevermore!
baby castle
In a baby castle, just beyond my eye
My baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who am I to wish her back into this world of strife?
No, play on my baby, you have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes my eyes,
I'll hear her tiny footsteps come running to my side.
Her little hands caress me so tenderly and sweet,
I'll breathe a prayer and close my eyes and embrace her in my sleep.
No, I have a treasure I rate above all other,
I have known true glory, I am still her mother
Most days it's just easier
to smile and say I'm ok.
Instead of telling people,
what I really want to say.
Things happen for a reason
is what people tell me.
But just because the brain knows that,
the heart doesn't listen you see?
It's not just something to "get over"
like a cold or simple flu
this emotional roller coaster of HELL
is just something I must go through.
Nobody can truly understand
what I feel inside.
How all I want to do
is stay in bed and hide.
Everyone's pain is different,
nobody's is the same.
This dreadful, dreadful emptiness
leaves me feeling insane.
My heart is broken
It will never mend.
I still haven't seen this light
that's supposedly around the bend.
I should now have been
a mummy with you aged 26 weeks.
but 26 weeks ago you were lost
and the emptiness leaves me week
Mumy loves u princess
⊱♥⊰ ANGEL WINGS YOU WEAR... ⊱♥⊰~
The day you left broke our hearts
and the tears fell like rain,
but knowing that you now have wings
helps to ease the pain.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
We know now when the snow falls
it is Angel dust from you
and when we see a shooting star
our Angel just passed through.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
The rain drops do not make us sad
for they are not tears,
but sprinkles of love falling down,
our Angel again is near.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
The winter cold has even changed,
Jack Frost no longer exists,
it's now a visit from our Angel
and he's left a special gift.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
You also visit in the night,
your wings flutter with grace,
we know now when we awaken
that an Angel has kissed our face.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
When the days are warm and bright
and the sun shines from above,
we feel the warmth wrap around us,
you've given an Angel hug.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
You are with us at all times,
every day and night,
you try to end the pain we have
and the tears that we still cry.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Though Heaven is your home now
and Angel wings you wear,
you stay close to those you love,
until they join you there.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Written by: Dolly Lee
Hello my beautiful angel.
I've been feeling so low today,
So I came on GTS for I have so much I want to say.
I feel so sad and I don't know what I can do,
I miss you so much as I sit by my computer as I cry for you.
So I switched on my computer,
To send you all my love,
And light a candle or two..
For you my angel up above.
I log into my garden,
Type my password in with love,
I know that one day I will be with you in heaven,
My angel up above.
copyright� Jackie Thomas 10/06/09.
Mummy
Mummy I know you love me and mummy I know you care,
Mummy I know how sad you are and can see all your tears,
Mummy I know how much you wanted me and forever hold me tight,
Mummy just look at the night sky and find the star so bright,
Mummy I am with you every step along the way,
Mummy you will see me again and then we will play,
Mummy please remember God only takes the best,
So Mummy he took me to among the rest,
mummy I know it is hard for you and I love you so,
But Mummy please know there is a special place that all Baby Angels go to,
So Mummy try and smile for me and let your love remain,
For one day when the time is right,we will be together again.
Copyright @ Sandy
DONT WANT DIAMONDS
I DONT WANT GOLD
ALL I WANT IS YOU TO HAVE AND TO HOLD
I WANT YOU SO BAD TO BE BY MY SIDE
SO I DONT HAVE TO KEEP MY FEELING LOCKED INSIDE
INSIDE MY HEART WHERE NO-ONE CAN SEE
I SO WANT YOU TO BE PART OF ME
TO BE BY MY SIDE WHEN THINGS GO WRONG
KEEP ME SAFE AND KEEP ME STRONG
I WANT TO BE HERE FOR YOU TOO
TO SHARE PRECOIUS MOMENTS THAT MUCH IS TRUE
TO GIVE YOU LOVE ALL YOUR HEART CAN HOLD
THAT TO ME IS BETTER THAN DIAMONDS OR GOLD
copyright� Ros Roberts
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